In recovery, I get paranoid about accidentally relapsing.

For example...

A couple weeks ago I cleaned my keyboard with Isopropyl alcohol (the swabs). I'm still scared that by using my keyboard (weeks if not months later), that some of this isopropyl alcohol will somehow get absorbed into my system.

Then when I use soap or Skin lotion I freak out because it contains "Cetyl Alcohol" (which I have been told numerous times is not going to get you drunk).

Everytime I touch something I freak out