I hope that you all are having a great day. Christmas time is very, very depressing for me. I'm spending the day in bed in front of the television. Watching junk on television trying to keep my mind off of how miserable I feel. I so hate feeling so depressed! I wish I wish I could just flip a switch in my brain and change how I think and feel. Today is a huge struggle for me and as a result I've had some very unhealthy thoughts. I just keep telling myself that this will pass and that I have to hang on for my kids and for Daisy. I must admit I am getting very sick and tired of how my life is. I pray for a change.