My OCD has been out of hand for months now. I never see it as a problem until the intrusive thoughts start, and that in it's self is a problem. I realized today how much time and effort I put into my compulsions and how much it takes out of me. Today I noticed I am also starting to become paranoid.

I found myself looking at this specific part of my ceiling. Over and over again, both because it felt like I was doing it wrong, but also that something was there. I was growing more and more anxious and I became terrified because I've never felt that way before. As I type this I looked again, for no reason now. And I feel uneasy.

Does anyone get paranoia with their OCD? It's never happened to me so I don't know if its from the OCD, my medications (chemo specifically) or if I'm finally just snapping.