Hello, I'm briana. I don't know where to start? But I guess I'm not sure if I want to recover from my depression. It's been going on for ~6 years and I've been put on medication this year. But I think of my depressed self as a part of me that comes and goes, like a character? I call her Aoife. I have Alice my happy self, and aloisia my stuck up confident self and an unnamed childish self. And I don't want to get rid of Aoife so I'm inconsistent with my medication and I'm not sure what to do?
These characters also just help me identify my moods. I act the same briana however I'm feeling, it's weird I know but it's more complex then just feelings.
Anyway what I guess I'm asking is advice on what to do? I have no one to talk to about this so yeah :/ thanks for all your help in advance~