Ahh I really just want some advice. My father's manias tore my family to shreds and I have just recently moved to a nice place and a great job and I feel like I have inherited this terrible condition. I feel amazon but I can't sleep at all, unless I take sonething heavy but I am so talkative and creative and friendly. But to my girlfriend, she doesn't recognize me, she irritates me t is like she trying to make me alone because she puts me down. I have to wait to see a physician and I don't want it to get worse all I really need is a way to sleep so I can stay on top of things but I am running out of options! Any advice?