Well, I made it through Christmas day and managed to keep my tears before and after I was at my daughters. She had put together a lovely lunch. we had more than enough to eat for which I am thankful. However, while there I found upsetting news for me, my daughter has endometrios (sp) and is having surgery in a couple of weeks to remove it. I'm sure it is a simple proceedure but it kicks my anxiety into over drive. She wan't going to tell me, so I wouldn't worry but had left the schedule date and time and proceedure. When it comes to her my anxiety level goes up double. I now want relax until I know she is out of it okay.