as for me. my hallucinations have subsided a bit. but my paranoia hasnt much. ive been doing a lot with my family so its taken my mind off a bit. but i had a hell of a time with that risperdal and hospital stay being around methheads and stuff. sh_ttt. but i still need them to lower my meds so i wont be so tired and so i wont be so nonproductive. if i get them to lower it to 75mg i wont be so bad off. a little hallucination wont hurt me. but to try to "fix" them is a mistake. i know ill have them for life so please dont overmedicate me til im dead.