Time for an update ladies and gentlemen! I think I am in the middle of a mixed episode but I know it should go into the lovely bipolar section but schizoaffective is part of bipolar or whatever way it goes I don't know what's going on right now but I pray I get my doctor but I am anxious as well, crying talking rapidly for no apparent reason for no reason but I don't know why I'm keep on saying but but I have to think far and wide between mom had her tooth pulled ouch nightmares about PTSD scary I'm afraid I did something horrible but I'm truly sorry. OK. Up and down like the stock market but not really because the Dow keeps going up and up.