Hi,
I'm very upset. I have been serious with my BF for months and considering marriage and we were moving our stuff in together. He went off clozaral, and I helped him with the withdrawals, his cholesterol was so high he was in danger of a heart attack. His doc put him on clonopin. He changed one day out of the blue. He demanded I "give love" and he walked out, then came back, then left, then came back. We finally slept.when he woke up he screamed at me that I had BPD ( which I don't, I offered my psych and therapist's numbers to reassure him) he didn't want to know because "he just knew". He then left Christmas Eve, hasn't returned my calls, texts or emails. I recently found out he's lied about things and his ex emailed me to tell me the horror she went through. I'm so saddened because I loved him so much. We picked out rings the day before the fight. I can't understand how you could adore someone one day and cut them out completely the next. I tried to give his stuff back but he won't answer that. Is this normal for bipolar? Is he ever going to speak to me? Did he ever care? I'm lost without him and very hurt. Can anyone give insight? Is he gone for good?