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Originally Posted by lightinthesky
Maybe you need someone to guide you. We all feel empty from time to time, is this who you want to be all the time? The way it is now - does it make you happy? would you like to change it or you are fine with the way things are now?
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Well, I'm not happy or sad. Just empty, yeah I know I suppose to feel sad.
That's why am considering not putting in any more effort. It's too tiring.
Plus, Australia esp in SA, they are not so receptive to ppl who look different.
Not that ppl here are ALL mean racist bastards, it's just people are more comfortable hanging in their own grp. Heck, you should come to my campus & take a look for yourself. Also, am not comfortable hanging out with ppl who are 10 yrs younger than me. Even though they might be hot blonde chicks.(No pun intended, I mean it in a good way)
Plus, I just failed 2 subjects for this semester, so am gonna be in SA for a looooong time. Well, so much for my complaint.