I´m in a similar situation here, grieving for an ended therapy. I don´t understand how it feel this miserable even though i terminated willingly after moving to a new city and not starting therapy again. I felt that I have learned a lot in therapy and am happier and heathier. So deep in my heart i know that i am ready to quit or at least have a longer break from therapy. Yet the last session was awful, i somehow managed to hold myself together during the session but after that i went home and cried the whole night. Therapists are, in most cases, complete strangers to their clients and yet losing them hurts like hell So i understand your sadness Bentay