after reading all those inspiring replies I have to say am grateful for a lot of things in my life:
• My mom she gives me strength for everything I do.
• My family is healthy and we have each other.
• Am healthy.
• Got to finish my education and got my mba
• Have a job I like (though doesn’t pay much)
• Was loved by a good man in the past (though regret messing up the relation)
• PC forums and chat now I have a place to talk openly about my issues and get support from great ppl.

Have to say Thank You!