I was just starting to calm down about last session when T told me I'm ahead in therapy and to think about the positive things and the things I still have to solve.

And I have this new job, but don't like my boss at times. He's kind but too curious about me and asks a loooot of questions about my love stories and boyfriends (which I'm not comfortable with and is triggering). He's constantly crossing my boundaries and I told T last time.
Today I happened to be alone with him and he started long personal chats and then suddenly hugged me. He truly held me and I was petrified and felt threatened. He did it 5 times, also leaning his cheek against mine later. The last time he WOULDN'T let me go. Maybe it's just culture (he's from middle east and we're in europe) but I hated it. I was in panic and longed to call T just to hear "it's going to be ok" to calm down and make it until closing time but she's off until Jan 11th plus she never said I can contact her between sessions, I have her number & e-mail but she said it was preferably for sessions arrangements. I never called her. Today I was in crisis and I usually cope addressing rage toward myself, like hurting myself. But T doesn't know.
I told my mother about today but she ignored the whole thing and I got even more upset. am I just being a wimp about it, btw?

Probably T isn't even the one I should bother - I mean, how selfish would i be, and maybe i'd be crossing her boundaries (which I really don't mean to).
I have to wait another 2 weeks before I can tell T but it feels like a year.
Ever been in need but not exactly allowed to reach out?