I know this is kinda messed up but..I've stopped cutting..and I started something even worse. Summer of '13 I started to starve myself and abuse laxatives. I told myself I would never cut again because it didn't solve anything. I dont plan on cutting EVER again...When I noticed my lack of eating and I was constantly on the scale to see if I lost weight and I would purge and it was horrible. Still is. I know its pretty ****ed up that I'm basically substituting my cutting with starvation and all this other sh♥t. I put this under SI because if I'm upset I will literally not eat for hrs.