My T is on the verge of having her second child any day. She will be on maternity leave for 4 weeks after the baby is born. I am really excited for her but the closer it gets I just can't imagine those 4 weeks of not seeing her.

I have all these weird fears of my life just totally falling apart while she is gone. It is totally illogical...I know. I mean as long as I continue doing all the work that I do and keep her posted via email I should be fine. Right?!?!? And she has said that if I absolutely need a session she will find a way even if it is via FaceTime. So why am I so worried that everything will fall apart while she is gone? I never worry about anything to do with a T being away for a while and here I am semi-freaking out now about 4 little weeks.

I just have to remember she doesn't keep me together...it's the work I'm doing that does that. So if I continue doing the work while she is off there will be more progress. It's not likely if I'm doing the work that I'll fall apart.

Ugh! I am exhausted. Time for me to go to sleep.

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