I'm so sorry to hear that. I know what its like to experience a slump, like you mentioned. Especially when it feels as though the world seems to be conspiring against you. But it will work out. I keep telling myself that, because deep down, despite problematic circumstances, I believe things will get better. Life is full of highs and lows. Like me, you are in the middle of a low point, but it won't stay that way. Thanks for sharing your story. Theres something healing in writing and knowing there are other people in the world that "get it". Hugs