Was just listening to Soundgarden's "Black Hole Sun' - I'm trying to hold on to good thoughts- good things are happening in my life- but I think I need to express my irritation in order to release the tension its causing- instead of just stuffing down my emotions- something I normally do with negative emotions- especially irritation or anger- I never had good examples of how to express my anger.
So anyway, ****ing people man- why be nice and friendly in one situation, and then completely ****ing ignore you in another?! Really ****ing annoys me to no end. I've learned to take a deep breath and the art of distraction- usually with comedy- but jeesus effin Christ- it's like I'm learning to read people more- see the ones who are real, and the ones who are fake.
****ing what the F UCK ever!