Hi PTSD101, I'm glad to hear you are trying again tomorrow. I know it gets harder the longer you smoke. How many years for you? give or take 30 for me. I can quit easily when I'm sick or when I was pregnant, its easier when you have to think of reasons for someone else's sake..... but my stress is preventing me from wanting to try to quit right now. New years resolutions never stick...
I have to taper down again first, that's what works best for me. I know we will feel so much better when we get through this, I have to make up my mind soon to set a date.
Take good care, and sending you good thoughts that I hope you will get through this time!