I'd seek a therapist. It's not so much #s concerning, but underlying attitude around sex and lack of intimacy. Not unusual for survivors of sexual abuse. There's a plethora of ranges, where 'shame', surrounding sex occurs. And the shame factor, isn't cut and dry. Having sex, to seem 'pleasing', or because of returning the favor, becomes a dysfunction. I'd get into therapy. Could, tie into your self harm days. Complex.



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