I only joined a few days ago. I was feeling lonely and down. I needed someone to talk to as i don't sleep very well. Nightscan be lonely times.
I was abused from 8 years old and it's never left me.atahe person who abused me wassomeone my mother was having an affair with. She didn't believe mewhen i told her. He was a psychologist. It's never left me really.I push it down, sometimes it rears its ugly head. I've never been able to talk about it properly. This bout of depression is the worst. I'm being treated, but even my close family don't know how I'm feeling. This site is wonderful, I'm usually quite jovial, but then I put on a very good facade.
I feel I may lose it altogether soon though.....would love to hear from anyone similar to me. I am 42, but sometimes still feel like a trapped little girl?