I go through multiple phases throughout a day, but I'm almost always 'down'. I can feel very productive and uplifted after accomplishing a lot of errands or cleaning, I can get super irritable during errands, then once I'm alone, I can feel lonely and depressed. I'm trying to recognize my moods and realize that my mood will change. Once I'm in a mood, I feel like it's never going to end, but once it's over, I have trouble recalling it.
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg
depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury.
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