It's been 6 weeks since I SI'd now. but it's only because my friend would abandon me if I did or I would have many times within these 6 weeks. It's really hard I think about it every other day if not every day. There's nothing else that can take the pain away that well.. I just have to bear the pain now so I don't lose my friend. She means so much to me..
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Don't let your happiness depend on something you might one day lose... 
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Effexor XR 225 mg
Risperidone 4 mg
Reoccurring depression w/ psychotic symptoms
Borderline Personality Disorder
Dependant Personality Disorder
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