Not at first, it took me a while to drop my guard enough, but now I swear, we both do sometimes. I get the feeling like what will happen is I will swear and then look/feel a bit embarrassed by what I said, and my T would then somehow work the same bad word into conversation as if to show it is ok for me to swear on. It feels really f***ing nice to be able to swear and not feel judged for it.
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