Casey -
I'm sorry you felt fat and out of place during your ED group, but I can assure you that everyone else there did too. I was mid 40s in an ED unit and could have been everyone's mother. I also objectively outweighed them by a lot. I too thought on my first day that I had made a big mistake.

But, I finally realized that my *thoughts* were no different from theirs. Yes they were younger and had younger-related problems, but ED-craziness is ED-craziness, no matter what body it is packaged in. I encourage you to try to give it a bit more time and see if the program helps you.