I understand how you feel for I too feel the same way.... even after the abuse has stopped, 28 years ago.

I personally feel as though I will NEVER be with out some of the damage that was left behind (deep inside of me). I take each day as it comes and when I have a bad day I just let it be and take care of myself (as needed) - I do not let other people dictate how I should act or how I should feel, for they are not ME and we are all different in how we heal and cope.

Please keep talking to us here at PC (releasing the sickness that another left behind in you) and in time my desire for YOU is to heal to the point that you too can function again within life & love.

LoVe,
Rhapsody - ((( hugs )))