Is it possible you find another clinic or pdoc to talk with? Sometimes patients and therapists may not click, personality clash, but there are ones out there, try to stop telling yourself "no one gives a damn about you", when people keep telling themselves this, they convince themselves it is the truth but it isn't.
And I can't stress this enough, when you have this suicidal feeling please call a hotline or even a local hospital, you CAN get help, I know, I've been there too.
Please take care, and feel free to hang around, come and chit chat with us, I have found so many caring, compassionate, supportive people here, it is a great place.

DE

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