how many times can a person be hurt by another before they cant take it anymore.....I was getting good at not thinking about it, until I have to put up with more abuse and lies. I feel so alone, so hurt by the bad choices in my life, don't know where to go from here. I cant find peace, all I see is the wrongs that have happened, and even my own part in it, things I should have done differently. Then I wonder, what could I have done different? All I wanted was someone to love me, was that so wrong?