I just woke up from a bad dream...if you read my previous post im having trouble bleeding..well in my dream i cut the inside of my arm..i never do it there for fear of what people will ask me so it is one of my urges to do it there...anyway back on subject....i took my razor and cut and cut and cut but i couldnt bleed i flipped out and cut more then i cut so deep my arm fell open like a gutted fish...i held it together and walked over to my boyfriend and said..i think i cut alittle to deep this time..he saw it and took ahold of me and i fainted and woke up...its not the first time ive had these kind of dreams...one time it was my wrist...and my hand almost fell off...this sucks...though i must admit its better than the dream where i am being raped...thanks for listening sorry....
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