The part that bothers me most is I think she doesn't believe me. Especially when she said the word truth and then pointed at me. This means she believes that I am lying. I read up on it and it can mean she thinks I am a malingerer or factitious disorder. But what contradicts that is that she's giving me meds, which if she truly thought I was malingering or had factitious disorder she wouldn't do and she wouldn't want to see me again. I do have another appointment 2 weeks from now. I DON'T TRUST ANYONE OR ANYTHING. I am evil. I AM a Dark One or Demon. People see me as that. No one believes me. I guess I'm going to Hell when I die. I've been VERY depressed today after everything set in. Mostly crying but can't control my moods. She made me feel guilty about everything. I know she knows about meds. But I don't know. If it continues like this or it does somehow come out that is what she was thinking I am going to sue, file a complaint, and never see her again. I hope and pray to God that doesn't happen. People want to kill me. Everywhere there's threats. Fly high in the sky, that is all.