Lately I have been sleeping into 2-3 pm I have just been tired and sleeping but awaking up during the night several times in the night then when it reaches about 5-7 am I am dead asleep after that.

I have been very depressed...but with rob here I try to be chipper but its not working. become sleepy around him and just want to hit the hay. he's up by 9:30am and I am struggling to get my butt out of bed while I am half asleep.

I am drinking pop because its the less expensive then booze....lol!!!!

when I am depressed I have 4 voices talking to me inside my head I think thats where they are coming from and I am going through anger, sadness and wicked bouts of tears, worthlessness its always a spiral downwards...I haven't gone through a day where it was just stellar