(((((((((((((((((((((trish)))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry that you life has been so very hard lately. It must be very difficult for you and your family. I am just glad that you are all safe. Please try and not be ashamed of your circumstance. I know that is hard as people can be so hurtful at times.

I am very sad how your relapse has affected you. Especially after such a long time. But, under the circumstances maybe that was the only way you saw to cope at the time. You ceirtainly have a lot to cope with. I know it must be very hard. You have stopped once and you can again. I know it is hard. Please try not to beat yourself up over it.

I am sorry but I need to go to work and I feel that I have done an inadequate job here. Just know that I am here should you need someone to talk to. Take care.