Thank you for the comments. I do communicate so much more clearly through written.

My T is not DBT. She is considered CBT, but with a humanist approach. Besides the problems this week, we've actually meshed well together. But she knows that I can write a LOT. I've only been seeing her for almost 3 months, and my file is probably busting at the seams already with the amount of paper I have given her. In fact, she told me to stop doing the "homework" because I did too much (on purpose to overwhelm her of course).

And an update: I think I freaked my T out. 30mins after I sent her my longest e-mail I got a response basically saying that it would probably be wise to not wait till Thursday for a session. I, trying to be humorous, responded by asking if she was only offering an earlier appt so I stop writing her. But I guess it's good news that she still wants to see me? Of course, in the back of my head I'm thinking: she probably just wants to terminate in person. I guess my fate will be determined this week...