I have a few good friends. We usually get together 1:1 but from time to time the girls get together. Lately I've been both lonely and overwhelmed with life. I try to plan to get together with one person or even a group, but usually change my mind. If the plans are set I force myself to go through with it and enjoy it. Lately I've been waiting to invite people to do anything until the last minute so I won't have time to change my mind. I've been withdrawing from people too..I shouldn't though. Friends are good for me and I know it. It's just so hard when each day of life is such a struggle.