(((((( jinnyann ))))))

I'm so sorry that you have to go through all this... I know what you mean about being a master of disguise, I have had a lot of practice. But be careful that you don't lose who you are in the process and confuse yourself with just another disguise... It's one thing to lie to people about how you are feeling, but sooner or later we are vulnerable to believe that same lie....

Are you currently in therapy?? Or is seeing a therapist too triggering for you?