dear vanna 123

that is how i feel this whole week i have taken to bed because i tink he will open the door any time and come in and dealing with legal matters makes it real and final and i cannot not deal with it. it is too soon it has only been a few months this last week in half i wanted to end it all but i have to go on my dad would not want that for me i felt this way before with a dealth in my family.
take care