A lot of thoughts keep passing like waves. My wisdom teeth are causing me a lot of pain which snapped me out if my negative mind set. I'm taking the time to evaluate my situation and write things down. I'm breaking down again, but I'm not very paranoid this time which is good. Soon I can rehome my pets and just get simply fish which is what I'm looking forward to. Having my cat nearly die shook me up and paying so much made it worse. I just don't understand why this happened. I feel like I was attacked and feel extremely angry about it. Everything has been making me angry so I think I'm becoming manic again. I need a way to vent out my anger and I'm creating a workout plan. Might as well use all this energy for something good like becoming more fit.