yeah you pretty much hit it on the nail danvb, but most of the time its so overwhelming i dont really know whats going on - and i think i just block it out or something ; the most intense time i can remember is when i was sleeping (in my parents bed) and waking up in what felt like an instant and sitting up directly sweating, in the dark but could see the walls and pictures spinning, i think i passed out after that.. my mom tells me that i used to sit up in my sleep and speak in different languages and i've even had "prophetic" dreams if that makes sense heh

it really is hard to explain because it feels so unexplainable , but its these things im trying to remember and figure out so i can talk to the dr about and hopefully figure out what my brain is doing!