just responding and helping me to talk this out from all of you it is helping..
making me to deal with the feelings I do not want to deal with..

I am not myself lately and many of my friends have noctied things and said littel things to me, but not to hurt me just to try to get me to understand that my husband is becoming a control freak.

I have never wanted to belive those words from anyone but right now I do... and it scares me but pisses me off too .. I am an indepent person always have been, so know I have to wait and see.

I just want a break from all the screaming and stress going on at this house he gets one every day by going to work, I cant work so I get stuck athome to deal with everything including hte stress of taking the phone calls on his house his bills .. I mean i know we are supposed to share stuff, but I am almost to the point I cant talk to him about anything and that does not bode well..