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Old Dec 29, 2013, 07:59 AM
dubblemonkey dubblemonkey is offline
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...oh hell I wake up after a giant hit of C2H5OH...

and it's not nasty like it used to be...

something inside me has adapted to seriously large amounts of this stuff

...I am so dis-interested in what makes me function...

which is really a dysfunction

...I can wander around pissed....and equally wander around ....

this equidistant dis-satisfaction is ...

who cares!

I can continue finding reasons to not do this...

I find none

what happens?....

I tell me...myself that I function better this way

so to hell with it