Please take care of you and find some help for you to determine why you are willing to stay with someone who is unstable and "a little violent".... (that is like "a little pregnant".. either you are or you aren't).

I'm very sorry he is having a hard time and I truly hope he finds the help he needs. But at this point, he doesn't think he needs help. He is out of touch with reality.

Yes he needs help, but you need to take care of you first and keep yourself safe.

ECHOES