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I'm 140lbs, so obviously everyone would just think I'm making it up for attention or trying to use it as an excuse or something.
If I get thin enough, maybe then people will start to notice and I won't be the fat ugly girl in the corner no one cares about.
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Sounds to me from reading your post that attention is exactly what you are wanting.....attention at being thinner......you can do that in a healthy way that doesn't have to be with anorexia......if you are looking at anorexia to accomplish your goal.....then as bubsmiley said...you are posting on the wrong site.....we support those who are trying to recover, not those who are trying to get ill just to accomplish weight loss to be accepted by society.
If you are serious about weight loss....there is a support forum for just that here at PC.........& just for your information starving doesn't make the body loose weight.....it actually makes it retain weight because the body goes into panic thinking it's being starved....it's not until there is damage done to the body that the weight loss is actually obvious....& if you have read the medical issues that those of us who have struggled with it have.....you wouldn't want to go there.
Think about what you are doing & saying.......& maybe when you go back to your T you need to work on your self worth that has nothing to do with how much you weigh.