This is so interesting! Because - well, this time a year had passed since i saw my friend because of my eye thing - but i had noticed, over the past several years that i had been seeing t, and seeing her a couple three times a year or so, that each time we got together was noticeably better. Like more equal. I was less self-conscious, less nervous, more present, really engaging with her. I mean, like even feeling less awkward getting in and out of her car, or about sitting in the movie theater. Everything is fraught, isnt it?? Ive known het and her husband for over 30 years, so ive been attributing the change in feeeeeeeeling to whats happening in t.