Feeling a bit better today, thankfully. I actually feel like doing things. Hopefully it stays this way. I want to at least make it until New Year's. I don't want anyone other than my dad knowing if I've gone in, and if I'm not around on that day... it'll be tough. I don't know, we'll see what happens. Going day by day.

I've lost the weight I gained on meds, and the appetite and ability to eat much as well. Depression just makes it tougher. Have you tried eating a bunch of smaller meals?