Pfrog: I know I should move out, and will try to do so...

Yellowted: Believe me here it's too late to report rape. I suspected it after reading up on this and my T confirmed it.

My mom only backed me up against my brother's girlfriend, when I started vaguely mentioning the abuse, she didn't say a word... the subject was immediately changed as if that didn't matter at all. They never come unannounced, but until this event I believes I had to spend time with them as he's still family... going as far as spending holidays with him. I don't even know if I love or hate him... I don't know what I'm supposed to feel, or how I'm supposed to behave around him...

I slowly start realizing how wrong his behaviour is. On friday night when staying at my friend's I went to the bathroom. When I came out I overheard my friend telling his wife how much it hurt him to see me like that... Then he told me to neer again stay in a situation like that one, that I'll always be welcomed and respected at his house. For the first time in ages I felt really loved...