Wanting to give up, give in to urges. On the verge of doing just that. Once I start again I won't be able to stop. I've just been so depressed, I can't take it anymore. I want to feel that sense of relief again yet I don't want to ruin my progress. So frustrated right now.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type