Sick of thinking of my husband who i'm now seperated from and should divorce but he keeps me hanging on, being with another woman for the better part of this past year, lying about it, just so damn hurt by every man i gave myself to,, but 19 years of putting up with all the crap he handed out to me, just trying to love and be loved, intstead i get more hurt. I don't know yet how to forget how hurt I am. Distractions only work for a while, then what.....no decent sleep after years of meds that don't work anymore
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