I think a lot of people would have different opinions on this... but I think you are the one who has to make that decision.
I have a history of addiction issues... I've been to rehab, lost my husband, lost custody of my kids, and lost a ton of material possessions. But my problems have always been with stimulants. Mostly cocaine. I've never had an issue with alcohol, and while I like to have a drink occasionally, I have never had a problem with drinking too much or not being able to stop. So, for me, yes, I do have a few drinks sometimes, and I don't think it's a problem. But many people, including anyone who follows a 12 step program, would tell me differently.
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