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Dec 29, 2013, 11:19 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2013
Location: Boston, Mass.
Posts: 43
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Hello Girl, I read your post and I want to reach into this dam computer to sit with you and hug you and talk with you, girl to girl. Please try to see the positive in your life. Whatever that may be. Do you live with anyone? Do you have anyone you hang out with? I didn't read if you have a therapist or not but you really should have a special person that you can confide in. Do you or have you been on any meds? I've been where you are. I am probably older than you (50) and have been through many yrs. of therapy, avoiding being out around guys in fear of them all being useless pigs, and lost a 12 yr. marriage of 3 kids because of my memories of it because I couldn't face my husband at times in bed, and when I did, sometimes I saw "His" face and I would go nuts and hit my husband. I've been there, girl. I know that pain, the cutting, the inside hole in your soul. But I fought through it as you are doing even by reaching out here is a big and important step! I always remember one big but simple rule that takes me back to strength....and that is this: Good prevails over evil. It really does. And you are good, and you WILL prevail and move on and do well. One step at a time, just reach out for the help and support. God Bless and please keep yourself safe and give yourself a hug! 
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