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Originally Posted by BlessedRhiannon
If that happens, get up, go to the bathroom, take a few deep breaths, come back, and sit in a different seat. You can change seats without being obvious about it.
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I'm just scared. It's so scary. Why do I have to even deal with this? Why can't I just have had a normal life with parents who maybe weren't 100% perfect and had their faults, but at least they never beat me or raped me? Why did all of this even happen? I logically know it was just a random unfortunate coincidence but emotionally I don't get it. I shouldn't have be scared to be around my parents. They were supposed to take that fear away, but inject it in me.
I won't be forced out with them before Thursday at least. I can stretch PMS one more day and then it is New Year's Eve and we have plans and they will understand me being tired on New Year's