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Old Dec 30, 2013, 08:02 AM
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Originally Posted by Bark View Post
Feeling a bit better today, thankfully. I actually feel like doing things. Hopefully it stays this way. I want to at least make it until New Year's. I don't want anyone other than my dad knowing if I've gone in, and if I'm not around on that day... it'll be tough. I don't know, we'll see what happens. Going day by day.

I've lost the weight I gained on meds, and the appetite and ability to eat much as well. Depression just makes it tougher. Have you tried eating a bunch of smaller meals?
:/ when it's gone it's gone. i've gone for 16 days without food before so i'm really struggling.

i guess i reached my breaking point today - no trigger whatsoever. i just feel.. down. i don't want to face this anymore. i just want all of this to end.
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herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.
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